RASHIDAH!!!!

2011-05-04T10:31:00.000-07:00

Wah! It's been a looong time since I have blogged! Haizz! Man! How I miss blogging!!!!! I love BEAST!!!! I really dont know what to say already sO BYE BYE!

~Rashidah

YAY! I passed my 'N' levels!

2010-12-21T06:16:00.000-08:00

RARA made it to 'O' levels!!!! Yes! I am so happy! I realised it has been a long time since I have blogged.... Hehe! Now, I have made it to 'O' levels so I must focus all my attention to passing my 'O' levels! My next aim is Nanyang Poly! Hmmm, now I don't know what to say for now! So I shall sign out! Toodles!

~RASHIDAH

I WANT TO WATCH MEGAMIND!

2010-11-12T23:04:00.000-08:00

I don't know why my dear friends don't want to watch MEGAMIND! Ok anyway, our class is having a BBQ! Yay, I am so happy! I can't believe that 4a2 is willing to cooperate with the BBQ. For those who are not sure with the detail here it is.

Date: 26 November 2010

Venue: Edelweiss Condo

Time: 3.30-10pm

For those who have not pay must pay on the day of the BBQ. Thank you class for coming for the BBQ!!! For more information, you can call Me,Atirah,Rachel or Azimah. :):):):)

EXAMS OVER!!!!

2010-10-12T09:10:00.000-07:00

Yay! We can relax now! Haha! After POA paper, went to play basketball (still beginner level). Fun Fun! It was so fun playing basketball with the guys from 4a3 and one from 4a2, (Wai Kit,Cedric,Glenn and Hughes).The four girls (Rachel,Azimah,Kang Lin and Me) played against those four boys. Haha. For the second time of my life, I really had fun playing basketball.... I want to play basketball with them again!! But, I don't think there will be a chance :'(... Then, we headed to the gym.( Rachel,Azimah.Shidah and Me) Lifted some light weights. Then did some exercise. My bones feels like breaking apart today. Today, we headed to Ikea to apply for a job. But most likely we wont get. AZIMAH! I hope tomorrow will be a successful! I cried because of someone start with D and end with aN.. D_ _ _ _ _ _N... Haha! RARA plus Shidah knows right?

~RASHIDAH

My sister VERY VERY lucky!!!!

2010-08-24T08:38:00.000-07:00

This picture is a DEAD rat!!!!!!
Ok, A short summary of why my sister is lucky! She is lucky because she gets to meet people from different parts of the world! It's so fun! And she even has a 'boyfriend' from Mauritius. Wah! Jealous sia! That guy even wink at her! Haha! I can say that I have a brother in law from Mauritius! Hehe! I never knew Olympic games was this fun! I mean I thought Olympic games are boring and stuff but turns out that the games were very exciting even though I watched the games at home! Archery seem to be a fun sport to play and basketball, sheesh my heart melted when I saw those players jump those cool moves and especially the girls! I salute you babes! You were totally awesome! I have a sudden interest in aikido. I want to ask my mum whether I can join?

~RASHIDAH

Oh MY! Everyone seemed to have changed!

2010-08-19T01:29:00.000-07:00

Just now I thought, I saw my primary school friend. Then I thought it couldn't be him cause now he's like so skinny so I went home and check out the class picture and it was really HIM!!! Haha! Everybody seems to be more prettier and handsome and me? Still the same no changes! Haizz!

Today's Math test totally MESSED up! Sad man! Oh ya! Just now, there were man in uniform, then I wanted to disturb Atirah. Suddenly, the man's in uniform was holding a big dog. Ewww! HAte dogs very much! Nothing else to say.

~RASHIDAH

Eh,wait before go off. You guys know the annoying orange? Haha check out lady pasta by annoying orange haha quite funny! LAdy Gaga fan please don't be offended!

some guys are just so HOPELESS!!!!

2010-08-13T07:16:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, this post is about a guy so girls don't be sensitive about the post!

LG, you know what? You are a damn BLOODY hypocrite! One moment you talk to me like normal and the next you are BACKBITE me! Seriously, you are more worse than a girl! I can understand if it's a girl who is gossiping about me but a GUY?! You have a charisma that makes people like you but why must you use it in a 'bad' way? Haizz! Sickening man! I am so pissed of with you! If you can guess who you are, I bet you are going to gossip about me again! I am so ANGRY! Azimah! Suddenly Sebastian seems so much better. I want to hang out him him again!

Damn! My 'friend' who visits me for 7 days every month came and I can't fast! Sad man! But, it's ok! Still have 23 days that I will be able to fast!:)

So much happened in school! I don't feel a part of 4A2 anymore! Only people like Atirah,Rachel,Azimah,Shidah,Helissa,Edwina,Effa,Heather,Joey,Kang Lin,Jia Hui,Alston,Jan,Alfian,Shahrul,Farid,Jia Siang,Rong Yun,Kwang Jun,Reinald,Jeremy,Ryan,Rayen,Javier,Jared,Faisal,Jun Hao,Syafiq S, Syafiq L,Hafiz,Wei Zhe make me feel like a human and they (girls in the list) are so supportive and encouraging when I feel down even though we aren't that close! So girls THANK YOU SO MUCH! And the boys (in the list) for some of you I have never really talk to you guys but in one way or another you guys did make me laugh at least once. Thank You guys for being nice to me all this while! :) Love you people so much!

~RASHIDAH

BEAUTIFUL HAIRDO!!!!!

2010-08-10T06:31:00.001-07:00

OK during the looong weekend, I went to do this to my hair and 'BOOOM'! It became so cool! I look like a African right? A chubby one that is! Haha! Nice? Actually not for anyone to comment! :p

I went for the National Day Parade! It was so awesome because Taufik was there! And I didn't know Sezairi's voice was so AWESOME! Haha! Ok!

The month of RAMADHAN(fasting month) is here! I can't wait to fast! I don't want to have my best friend coming to me this month( the one which visits me for 7 days every month ).

I went to support our school's torch relay. Haha. Azimah and I purposely stood infront of the camera!

060710 RARA's day out with Sebastian! Hehe! The whole time we were eating, I seriously felt like laughing! I regret not talking to him! HAHA! Azimah he's HOT right? Haha!

~RASHIDAH

P.S. My hair was fake! It's obviously FAKE!

I didn't expect him to be so cool about it!

2010-07-29T01:34:00.000-07:00

Hey dude you are the BEST man! (if you know who you are). Hehe! Ok enough about this!

Yesterday, right I went to the gym with Rachel,Azimah and Effa! Gosh! I mean it was the most fun thing ever lah! I went to lift weights with Rachel. Haha. I lifted the 12kg weight. *with the help of Jared* Thanks dude! Haha! I really can't wait to go back there again! It made me really happy!

Ok now, We should never judge a person too quickly. In the end,they will be the one betraying us! I am totally disappointed with you! I know we aren't that close anymore but I still told you because I always trusted you! Maybe, you might think that I am unreasonable. The fact is I am!!!! So hard to believe you now! It felt even more worst than being broken hearted! I HATE YOU! for now!

~RASHIDAH

SERIOUSLY I AM PISSED OFF!

2010-07-22T01:03:00.000-07:00

Guess what? Just because I talk to your friend doesn't mean I like him ok? This is seriously the stupidest thing I ever heard in my life! I mean I was just talking to him about korean stuff! Wah sey angry sia! And now I lost another friend! Well done! Crap Crap Crap! I am so angry!

~RASHIDAH

I FEEL LIKE CRYING AGAIN!

2010-07-20T09:01:00.000-07:00

I don't know why i felt like crying. Is it guilt or just plain sadness? I won't know about that but guess what? I am so in LOVE with B2st/BEAST! They are just plain awesome. *typical girls talk typical stuff right*. To that person, I embarassed. Hehe. Sorry dude! I didn't mean it. I didn't even realise that I was __________. Sorry again!

~RASHIDAH

HANGING OUT WITH EFFA SO FUN!

2010-07-18T05:53:00.000-07:00

Kim Jun - T-max

My very first crush.

Alexander- U-kiss
Newly found crush.

Dong Woon-Beast

This guy is hot!!!!!

Bi Rain

I didn't like him at first sight but after watching FULL HOUSE. Phew.My heart melted.

Haha.You know crushing on them is better than falling in love in the real world at least this FOUR gentlemen won't hurt my heart as much. Hehe. But obviously, I don't do extreme stuff lah. Like paying $48-$100 just to watch them perform live. Whoo! It's not wrong but just not my style! Unless if they can guarantee that they will go out with you or something like that right? Haha I won't be so lucky to meet them in person. It's ok actually but if it really happens the ambulance must be ready.You know what I mean.

MinHo- SHINee

Atirah's crush. *she is not really crazy over him*

Her taste not bad huh?

Kim Hyun Joong- SS501

Rachel's crush.

Kim Bum

Azimah's crush

~RASHIDAH

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY DEAREST RARA!

2010-07-16T04:15:00.001-07:00

Atirah and Azimah
Azimah and Rashidah
Rashidah and Atirah
Rachel and Rashidah
RARA!!!!
Azimah
Rachel
Atirah
Rashidah
Rachel and Atirah

Rachel and Azimah

Indeed we had a great time today! Haha! Happy 4 years together!

~RASHIDAH!

LIFE HAVE BEEN SICKENING!!!!

2010-07-15T04:52:00.002-07:00

Seriously, I am feeling so pissed off! I can't even stand up for my dear friend Rachel! Maybe if I did stand up for you you won't feel that terrible. :'( I am so SORRY dear! Tomorrow is 16th July and we are going to celebrate our 4 years together. Well, it's actually 17th July but we brought it forward because most of us are not free on that day. I am really looking forward for tomorrow:)

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY RARA!

Aargh! Serious, I sometimes DON'T FEEL LIKE STAYING AT HOME ANYMORE! You people know what? People say that home is always sweet because everyone living in there understands you! It's true but sometimes they don't. Or maybe it's me! Well, it's always my fault right? Haizz forget it lah!!! 5 more years and I am out of this HOUSE!

~RASHIDAH

2010-06-24T09:10:00.000-07:00

I was wondering whether I should treat my brothers better instead of shouting at them all the time. I missed the time when me, my second sis, third brother and fourth brother took out all the pots and pans from the kitchen drawer to play 'hawker centre', 'fire fighter', 'doctor doctor' and 'teacher teacher'. They might sound like stupid games but those happy and crazy times never stop tickling my stomach when I think about them. Now, every time we talk we will end up quarelling. Haizz, I think our 'happiness' went for a short holiday and it will come back sooner or later right? Happiness please don't take too long! I really miss you! Please come back to us.

Without GOD, our week would be:

Sinday

Mournday

Tearsday

Wasteday

Thirstday

Fightday

Shatterday.

Remember seven days without GOD makes one weak!

Get it! If you don't slowly process it in your head and then laugh to yourself for taking so long to understand something simple.:)

To everybody, KEEP SMILING! Never stop! I wish HAPPINESS for everybody and I really mean everybody!

~RASHIDAH

2010-06-22T09:15:00.000-07:00

All I feel like doing now is dancing in the rain while having ice cream and crying! So, if I am able to do all this at once, I think all that sadness and frustration will at least disappear for a moment. That pain, I am feeling now will not hurt as much. Will you be there for me? Will you let me vent out all my frustration and anger? I am trying to stop all this thoughts and hopes that is flowing through my mind but it's hard VERY hard! I want to cry so badly but I can't. Isn't it stupid to waste my tears for no reason. Where on earth I had so much water in my body to waste? I am venting my anger by typing it all out! Don't ask me why I am feeling this way? I myself don't know. Have any of you feel so terrible that you feel not yourself anymore? Do you feel stupid wasting your time on something not important? But, guess what RASHIDAH here is super awesome you know why? Because I won't stay miserable for very long, I forget my troubles easily. One moment MISERABLE another moment HAPPY! So, ignore the dumb me! You know, I can't keep my feelings to myself so I am typing it out. Hehe. Toodles anyway!

~RASHIDAH

2010-06-21T05:18:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I really regret what I have done.! My dear friends, (RARA) thank you for standing by me when I was in trouble. You help me get out of that mess even if it meant you lost other friends. I will never ever forget the help that you guys have given me. But, I am sorry that up till now I never really did anything to help any of you. The only thing that I really give you now is my friendship, joy,laughter and a listening ear. Even though, I still act immature, you guys never fail to make me feel HAPPY. I am just so thankful that I have such great friends who will stand by me. Sometimes, I really find it hard to imagine a day that RARA will be separated. Well, the time we have spent together is not long but long enough to understand each other. When, we have proceed on to our poly lives indeed we will forget each other when time goes by but I hope your memories of our happy, sad and angry moments will never fade away. I know my memories of your beautiful faces will never fade away.

~RASHIDAH

2010-06-18T05:35:00.000-07:00

Officially, I made my mum angry! It's right for her to get angry with me. I did a few things which made her blow her top.

1st I watch taiwan drama until 5.30 in the morning.

2nd I slept until 2 in the afternoon

3rd I didn't help her with the housework

Haizz, I totally understand why she is angry with me. I hope she will not stay angry with me long

*sob sob*

2010-06-17T10:42:00.000-07:00

Does anybody really understand how I really feel? Aargh, I am trying my very best to suppress my feelings but I cannot seem to do it! I don't want to get into trouble for no DAMN reason! I thought I got over it but I have not! It's not as easy as I thought it would be. It is like about to burst any moment. But, you know what? I will control it. Since, I have been controlling so long, I will control this feeling a little while longer! Yeah, GO RASHIDAH! Rachel, I know you told me about that eager feeling of yours, MAYBE i might have that same eager feeling but you know that is totally impossible. I mean imported 'boyfriends' are better right? Haha! Ok.

hom-sema-ri-ga

han-chi-be-yi-so

appa gom

omma gom

ae-gi gom

appa gommun tung tung hae

omma gommun nal shin hae

aegi gommun na bul gi ya wa

hishuk hishuk cha rhan da.

Haha check out three bears song korean on youtube! It's really awesome!

~RASHIDAH

HAPPY 19th WEDDING ANNIVERSARY MUM AND DAD!

2010-06-15T07:11:00.000-07:00

OK Nothing much to say! And I cant wait for the school's 25th anniversary at the Esplanade!

Pheew!

2010-05-24T02:40:00.001-07:00

Today, I told Rachel that I thought Finland found out about me liking him. Haha! She asked me you sure or are you being sensitive again?! Well, in the end I was being sensitive again! I think I should avoid talking to him.. You know? Lesser problems? Ok?

Friend oh dear friend I don't even know why we didn't talk today? Haizz I was sad but I just kept quiet. I have nothing to talk about actually.

Oh ya, wait! Just now while I was returning from my grandmother's place I saw a mother caring for her son who is mentally retarded. I just want to say that I salute that mother very much.. Maybe, I salute and respect all mother because they are wiling to go through anything for their child. So for children who has mothers remember to love and respect her! She made a choice to go through the pain and give birth to you instead of just aborting you.. Always love your mother

~RASHIDAH

I HATE MY LITTLE BROTHERS!!!

2010-05-20T03:47:00.000-07:00

Ok, I was in a good mood today because I passed 4 subjects and failed 2. I was really happy with my combined humanities and english results. For the first time in my entire life my combined humanities teacher told me that I tremendously improved in my Social Studies! I was happy. But this results are not that good for me to go on to Secondary 5! Got to work harder!

Haizz, I was happy until I reached home to find my two little brothers not at home! They were suppose to be home as their school ended earlier. I called my mum and asked her where are her two sons? Then, she asked me aren't they at home? Obviously, I said no! So I went to check the laundry basket only to find their uniforms in there and their shoes was left outside the house. I checked for the slippers and realized two pairs of slippers were missing. When, I told my mum about it she told me to go look for them, I was like a crazy women running up and down. When, I reached home I saw my 3rd brother and he said he went to his friends place. I was like you went to your friends place even though you are grounded! Then, my 4th brother came home, he also went to his friends place despite being grounded. To summarize this whole incident, I HATE THEM SO MUCH! Thanks to them my heart nearly jumped out of my mouth!

Oh ya, today after school when I checked my phone, there was a miss call from an unknown number so I called back but nobody picked up. After awhile, that number called back and a conversation happened, This is how it goes!

Unknown number: Hi! We are from the *something something* company. I am *blah blah*. I am calling to tell you more about the personal loan.

Me: Ouh before you continue, would you tell me more about this loan if I told you that I am a student?

Unknown number: Oh sorry!

And then, he hanged up! Haha! I don't why they must call numbers when they don't even know how old the person they are calling is.. Haizz...

~Rashidah

2010-05-15T10:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NUR AZIMAH BINTE ABDUL AZIZ aka Bingung Mama Azimah! 11 May 2010!

Hmmm, suddenly after watching Princess Hours, I seem to start admiring guys with brown hair. Haha! It may sound weird but I don't know why, I will recommend you people to watch Princess Hours ( only those who have a fantasy of being a princess )! Ok another RANDOM question, have any of us thought to ourselves that we are ugly and we won't have a partner and stuff? Well, i have been thinking about it this fews days and firstly, we aren't ugly ( we don't have the rights to criticize GOD'S creation ). Secondly, for every girl there is a prince waiting to ask her out! For every boy there is a princess waiting to be asked out!

My mum told me that teenagers our age have this chemical reaction happening to us and this chemical reactions will make us have sexual desires. So I asked my mum how do you define sexual desires? Is it just having sex? And my mum said not exactly,it's when a girl wants to know how does it feel like to hold a guy's hand or maybe getting kiss by a guy and vice versa. To be honest, I have ever felt that way but that was when I was in secondary 1 but as I grew older, I didn't really have this desires anymore. I used to always think that I want to be with the guy I like but as I grew older even if I like a guy I never had a feeling to be with him. Just that we can be more that friends less than a couple.

Now, I feel like saying sorry to him because I am feeling guilty for doing all those stupid things in the past. I shouldn't be angry with him for not returning his feelings back me because I am not the girl of his choice and his reactions to all my mistakes were kind of hurting but I realised that I don't deserve a sorry from him. Maybe if I am in his position, I would have done something to hurt the other party's feelings. Haizz, I just feel so ashamed of myself..

And a small advice to all girls, it is worth it to cry for a guy but provided he is that Mr. Right you are crying for. It's no use crying over your crushes because sooner or later you will push him to a part of your memory and a new person will be in racing around in your heart;)

~ Rashidah

2010-05-14T13:37:00.000-07:00

Have you guys felt people felt that life is hard? Well, I use to think I wish I wasn’t even alive but if you think about it all of us are born for a reason…. I don’t think you guys understand what I mean. Let’s forget about that. Ok, Rachel introduce this Korean drama, Princess Hours, Ok for those who are not interested in Korean drama please please exit from this page IMMEDIATELY! Ok, continuing from where I stop, I know Princess Hours is not a new drama but ya I am watching it now! I am not fanatic over this kind of stuff, but Princess Hours is totally AWESOME! I admit I wish my life would be like in the dramas but I know it’s IMPOSSIBLE. Remember. Finland? Well, I know he is a crush but I don’t know why I don’t feel anything towards him.. Well, he ain’t the Prince of my dreams. I might sound mushy but why I don’t feel that kind of feeling when I am crushing on him? When, he talks to me, makes me laugh, I do feel happy but that kind of feeling is not there. Why oh Why? Have anyone wonder is there anymore true love left in this world? Even if there is do people still cherish this love? Haizz....

Next topic. it has been 4 days since I slept well, haha it's because the first I had geography and principle of account test and I drank too much of coffee so when I wanted to sleep, but i couldn't. From the second onwards I was watching Princess Hours until the wee hours in the morning. Haha and finally I have finished watching it!!!! Yeah!

If my Love Life could be a fairytale, I wouldn't mind. *smiling*

RARA oh RARA!

2010-05-03T03:47:00.000-07:00

Haha, OK! I don't whose idea is it to play such a prank?(I think is BOOTY SHAKER's idea) Haha! Well,I was definitely happy for about 22 hours before I came to realise it was a just another prank which you guys always play on me! Haha! Don't you guys get bored? Well Well! The 'cute' one has found out about your little prank! *Woots* Do you girls want to know the symptoms that I went through yesterday?

#1---> Heart beats really fast!

#2---> Butterfly feeling in stomach!

#3---> Jelly legs!

#4---> Not able to concentrate while studying!

#5---> TOTAL LOSS OF SLEEP!!!!

Girls oh girls! I should have known better than to trust you! Haizz! But anyway, thanks for letting me be happy for quite sometime.... Haha my cheeks nearly went numb after smiling the whole day! Haha! How I wish it was true! *smiles* That feeling was so hmmm Nice?

~RASHIDAH!

That's me!

I seem to like their positioning.. Seems cool!

This Guy owes me a bracelet and it never came to me:'(

My Future hubby(whoever you are), we must come here for our honeymoon OK?

2010-05-02T05:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 16th BELATED BIRTHDAY FIRDAUS!!!! 26 April 2010

HAPPY 39th BELATED BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!! 28 April 2010

And so on Mummy's birthday we went to Mad Jack to eat.... It was like one day before my malay paper and we reached home like at 11.30pm.. Cool huh? Ok at Mad Jack we had awesome food and the people working there was extremely nice! Their service reminded me of Bintan but obviously Angsana being number 2 in the world, they are better.... Tommorow, there will be no school because of LABOUR DAY! So, we will start school on tuesday which has PE! Haizz, I am trying not to complain about any teacher and stuff.. Better not post anything else before I get into any serious trouble! I will not be able to see Finland and RARA for three days:'( *sobs sobs*

2010-04-22T03:58:00.000-07:00

What did I do wrong? OK whatever is it, I am sorry OK? Haizz, I never mean to hurt your feelings...
While going to Mother Tongue,
That person ask me whether I was ok.. (i can't believe he actually noticed) Hehe! But, I know my limits OK? Maybe he is just concerned as a friend.... This 2 days i went to study with Firdaus, my dear parents thought there was something going on between us but there's NOTHING!! We don't even sit beside each other.. Haizz parents2..

I hope everything between us will be alright soon:) I believe I was in the wrong!! Hehe.. Because I know I am always screwing things up:) Rashidah is a LATE bloomer.. That's what my parents say... Haizz.. Facebook has addicted my dad to play games until 12:39am... TERRIBLE!!!! Mr Syamsul's last day TOMORROW!!!! Arghh!! I saw he tried to be in the best of his mood today!!! Mr Syamsul I will miss you!! You are just the BEST!!!!

~RASHIDAH

NO LONGER AN NCO!!!!!!

2010-04-17T04:29:00.000-07:00

Yesterday during Red Cross -

Mr Chew told us that we were stepping down on 16 April 2010 (which was yesterday).. I was inside the Red Cross sleepind when Rachel called me and told me that we were stepping down.... It was so shocking because we thought that we were stepping down on the 23 April 2010.. Gosh, I totally CRIED!! Not me only but Azimah and Saira too.. Haizz.. Now i am NOT an NCO but an ex NCO.. *sobs* and while we were blowing up ballons.. Atirah blew up a ballon which looked wrong.. Will post pictures later on...

Mr Syamsul Farewell feat Birthday Party-

Overall it was fun.. But i didn't have time to take pictures because it rain and the barbecue in school nearly failed but thanks to creative ideas it was still made possible even though the i didn;t really get to eat.. Hehe, i got to look at that person for like 5 mins or more.. Hahas he is soo cute.. *smile* Goodbye Mr Syamsul!! I will miss you.. By the way, close friend, I know you will not be reading this blog.. But, I still want to write it out, when speaking to a girl, please don't speak so openly even if you are a open person, I am really happy that we are somewhat close again because the old memories are flowing back again but when a boy and a girl talk to each other there is a certain limit.. Ok? I totally felt embarassed when you talked to me in that kind of manner.. I just hope you understand..

Today @ Airport-

I was suppose to meet Atirah,Rachel,Saira and Aloysius at 1 but I came at 1.41... Haizz.. We were suppose to go to Marine Parade but decided on airport because i was late.. Sorry people.. Then, Rachel suddenly treat us to tcc.. So expensive but really yummy... Haizz.. and that Atirah so happy that she saw someone, haizz Atirah2... She saw Australia today but I didn't get to see Finland and yesterday, i got to see Finland she didn't get to see Australia.. haha.. Get it? Just now something funny happened..

Saira: I am cute!

Rashidah: *clearing throat* The cute one is me!

Rashidah: Atirah who do you think is cute?

Atirah: I just zip my mouth..

Atirah: The cute one is actually....

Atirah pointed at me then saira back at me again then she said

Atirah: ME!!

I don't about you people, i found this extremely funny because Atirah isn't the type to say this kind of stuff.. haha And rachel bought for me eyeballs!!!

CRAZY RACHEL!!

2010-04-14T07:29:00.000-07:00

Before recess,

That person talked to me again!! Yipees! I know i should not go crazy over him but i can't really help myself.. He's just so cute! Get the facts right people!! I am just having a small little crush on him! I do not (I repeat) I do not love him!! Firdaus told me that you can like as many people as you want but you can only love ONE person in your entire life and i totally agree with it. And effa keeps on saying this quote which i think is very cute.. She said

Minnie without Mickey

Tigger without Pooh

Is like me without You.. Haha..

After school,

We went to study after which me and Azimah followed Nabil, Hamzi and Norrashidah to tampines one to get some money from them to buy the decorations for Mr Syamsul's farewell party.. We followed them there in the end we did not buy anything only got the money from Xin Yu (sorry if name is spelled wrongly).. We went back to school and pack our stuff to go to Tampines 1 to buy the decorations.. So, we went to cold storage.. Rented a trolley to put my damn heavy bag inside, and SUDDENLY Rachel went WILD.... She started taking stuff like pampers, detergents.shampoo and pads and kept on putting it into the trolley. And then she took this kind of box thing and said

Rachel: Nah! Condom!

And she just dumped it into the trolley.. I was

Me: RACHEL!!!!

I faster took it and put it back from where she took it off.. She was still laughing her head off until I looked at the box properly and saw something like vegetable stock cube... Haizz!! RACHEL2.. I think the 'o' level stress is getting into her... And there she went again taking drinks, ice-creams and other stuff and kept on dumping it into the trolley.. She was like a MAD woman on the loose....

~RASHIDAH

HAPPY 4th BIRTHDAY MANSUR SHAH!!!!

2010-04-10T08:33:00.000-07:00

Training session-

My dad woke me up early in the morning to go for training!! Guess what training? Haha.. Training to go to the market and learn how to buy groceries.. Haha! I did learn some stuff.. While in the market I saw the word _ _ _ _.. (only ARA knows that word) I was like laughing to myself.. Then, I saw Mdm Noraidah.. Yeah! That all for my training! Oh ya before we went for marketing, me and my dad went for breakfast.. So we sat at this so-called coffeeshop. We ordered our food, then we waited for like 10-15mins our food still havent arrived and other people who came later got their order first.. So my dad damn pissed off, he told me

Dad: Rashidah, help me finish my tea, I may need to go off!

Me: Huh? Are you angry?

Dad: Yes faster drink, I want to go off..

As we were about to leave, our food came then my dad say never mind ( in a angry tone) and paid for the tea and left.. And the guy was like in shock.. I don't know whether i should feel pity with that guy or be angry.. Rashidah is confused!!!!

At cuzzie's place-

Today my cousin, Shah's, birthday! So went to his house, then my aunty kept on taking pictures of us then I felt so tired.. Then i was like thinking to myself how the model's can continue to smile for a very long time sey!! Phew tiring!!

In conclusion, my day today was tiring.. Haizz, i wanted to sleep the whole day man.. But never mind.. A educational tour in the morning and party in the late afternoon:)

~Rashidah

FINALLY OUR RED CROSS CERTIFICATE HAS A REASON!!!

2010-04-09T08:10:00.000-07:00

Recess-
Today *that person* smiled at me!! Whooo!! He looks so cute when he is concentrating on his studies... He looks amazing when he smiles.. The worst thing is that I have always seen him as my brother because he has this characteristics of my younger brother.. Haizz.. But, when i look at him that feeling is not there.. Maybe, I am just in love with his amazing talents.. Haha, I know that he likes another girl from another school so i don't want to fall into the same trap that I fell into last time because it hurts alot...

Before Parade-
A girl fainted and RED CROSS saved the day again.. Woots!!I am so happy that Azimah, Saira,Cheng Yu and me were able to bring a casualty down from the second floor to the first floor.. As a secondary 1 Cheng Yu did an excellent job!! *clapz* Haha!! Hope our dear casualty is doing fine now! Too bad our Red Cross Certificate is going to expire this year.. Saddening.. *sobz*

During Parade-
I was the contigent leader.. I was freaking scared that i would cork up.. While i was saying the Red Cross pledge, Azimah wanted to laugh, and i thought i said something wrong.. At that point, I felt like exploding.. I tried not to look at Azimah. Haha.. And the best part was I DIDN'T cork up.. *jumping around* yay!! AWESOME right!!!

After Red Cross training-
I had to go home early to send my brothers for tuition.. After I send them, I felt like walking back home.. SO, i did! I was like telling myself, once i reach the bus stop, i Should sit down but when i reach the bus stop, I just felt like walking.. I just feel like walking walking and walking... While walking, i did realise that I made many mistakes in life.. Like i don't know which one to place more importance with family or friends.. Haizz obviously our FAMILY should come first and yet i am doing the opposite.. Dumb Dumb RASHIDAH!! I feel like surrendering everything.. I know i can't do that.. *sighs*

~RASHIDAH

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MOHD NUR SYAFIQ!!!

2010-04-07T20:19:00.000-07:00

Cross country
- managed to bash Syafiq.. HAHA!!!! And he thought it was H2O *laughs* Yesterday's cross country was officially the worst of the worst. Nobody seemed to appreciate our help.. DAMN THOSE PEOPLe.. Aargh.. After cross country, we had mentor's meeting and all of us heard something very SHOCKING!!! Mr Syamsul will be leaving Pasir Ris Secondary for good!! I cried.. Suddenly i just felt so sad.. Went home had a heavy feeling of emptiness in me.. *sob sob* He was like a father to us.. Now he is like leaving us.. But he is doing it for for his own future so we should UNDERSTAND him! ok bye ATIRAH BTE ABDUL AZIZ want to help me with my blogskin...

2010-04-05T06:02:00.000-07:00

All I want to say is that I am SORRY!!!!
All I want to say is that I love you!!!!
Forgive me if I had ever said or did anything to make yo feel sad
Atirah,Rachel and Azimah, my dearest friends, we went through a lot together!
Being friends with you guys is like the BESt thing that happened to me!
I am OVER-PROTECTIVE, SENSITIVE,SELFISH!!
Even with this flaws of mine, you still accept me for who I am!!
Thank You so much for giving me that chance!
Loving you girls has cause me to change!
I love this change so much!
Your memories will always stay in my heart!!!
I love RARA

OUCH!!! MY SKIN TORE!!!

2010-04-05T05:03:00.000-07:00

4.30pm in Red Cross room-
Laughing my head off in the red cross room then somehow my skin on my right pinky finger tore! Pain like crazy!! It was really a bad time to so-called tear my finger because Saira was packing the first-aid kit.. So she had all rights to use the alcohol swab!! I wanted to run out of the Red Cross room but atirah totally cornered me.. Hahaz, in the end got pinned down by Azimah Atirah Saira.. Ok in the end, my finger feels like it has a cast on it.. Feels weird!!! Thanks guys for being concerned
12.45pm in school hall-
Today's assembly was totally the best assembly we ever had!!
In class during physics-
I don't know why our class cant keep thier mouth SHUT!!! We already did so badly in the test yet make noise.. NO COMMON SENSE!!! Ok i really pity Mr Ashiq haizz!!!! Come on lah 4a2 already 16 years old still acting immature.. 'N' levels is around the corner yet making alot of noise in class... For those who know that they can make it to secondary 5 just keep your mouth shut and let others have a chance to concentrate in class..

2010-04-04T10:30:00.000-07:00

OK,this is OFFICIALLY my 5th blog!!!! All of my other blogs died because i NEGLECTED them!!!!
First of all, my blog should have a good opening so let;s post something about what happen during the weekends.
We,NCO's, went to cedar girl's because we kind of got top 5 for static display(one of talentime category) and we had to go for another round of selection kind of process or something.. Ok, so we reached there around 2.30 i think. When we reached there,we were so jealous because Cedar girl's is BEAUTIFUL.. Went to their AIR-CONDITIONED hall...*jealous*. sit down in the hall Blah blah blah blah... ok last fast foward to the announcing of the results..
Host: Coming in 2nd runner up for static display goes to ...... ( forgot what school)
Audience: Whoooo!!!! ( screaming their heads off)
Host: 1st runner up is PASIR RIS SECONDARY SCHOOL!!!!
Audience: *claps*
Rashidah: Whoooo!!!
That was so embarassing!!! when, i heard our school name being announced, i screamed for joy!! So, not on purpose!! it was a popcorn kind of effect.. The worst part was that i was wearing a scarf!! Gosh!! I could feel the blood rushing up to my face!! haha!! But we won all thanks to ATIRAH BTE ABDUL AZIZ and LIM YU HUI!! They put in alot of effort even though it was a last minute thing.. Not forgetting our special actors RACHEL YAP and ALOYSIUS NG for sacrificing their precious time.. Now atleast RARA's dear atirah would have confidence in herself.. So happy for her!! *claps* But i am going to sabotage her by telling Mdm Noraidah to say to the whole school about this!! *smile* Because Atirah told me that she's afraid to go up to the stage but TOO BAD you choose us as your friends so you got to go through our torture hehe *evil smile* ok that' about all!! GOOD BYE!!!
~ RASHIDAH!!